KazeShini

Long time no post XD

2010-12-29T02:46:00.000-08:00

Yo guys, it's me Kaze, Fizzy. Been a long time since i posted anything huh? Hah.. well then things been goin good on myside, hopefully everything'll be fine in the future.. Was hangin on my own today... things arent really lookin to good in my friendships... ah well.. was waiting for this guy to pass something for my dear beloved sister, Mira, :] She kinda means alot to me, so if you dare do hurt her in anyway.. I will hunt you down.. No. i mean it. ._. ..anyway i'll be goin now take care peepz. -//fizzy.

2009-06-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

hey guys, me again, Kaze, sorry for not posting up for a long time, been busy jumping and learning how to shuffle, still no word from my sis... hope she's doing good...

back to the subject, today.. hanged out with Reks as usual... xD playing L4D!!! of course... lolz after that we went to practice teaching each other new jump tricks, and me... learning on shuffle... i still suck... oh yea for those who dont know what Kaze means, its japanese for Wind, i dont know ._. i like wind ._. xD okay okay, back to today i guess. staying up late for no asshole reason, just staring at the comp ._. chatting with people... listening to depressing songs... boring life i have.. i know T-T ... but who cares?!?!?! im insane!!! tell ya what, today isnt anything speacial ._. i'll put up tomorrow with something more interesting.... i think...

still down...

2009-06-07T19:38:00.000-07:00

another day without my sister... im waiting and waiting... i miss her more than my girl... yea... i miss my girl... as hell... but missing my sis together with it... i got no more room in my heart for more dissapointment... sadness.. sorrows... it cant be helped anymore... im walking alone in the darkness... i never thought it would be this bad...

this one is for you sis...

My dear Big Sis, you are the greatest there is,
And amazing in everyway.
I greatly admire and look up to you,
Each and every day.
You are always showing how much you care,
From your heart that is filled with love.
You are a beautiful Angel,
Sent from the heavens above.
I am the luckiest Bro in the world,
To have grown up next to you.
We played and laughed and had fun together,
A great bond that has always stayed true.
Big Sis you are always in my heart & thoughts,
And I am always sending you a hug.
You are my world and I love you so much,
Always and Forever...Your Lil' Bro.

2009-06-06T19:48:00.001-07:00

from bad to worst... already lost my sis... now i lost my girl... and next... i wouldnt know... im just losing it... all emotions of joy... how can i be the same?... the two i love most... gone for good... i blame only myself for not taking good care of them... i blame myself for losing them... theres no one else to blame... my mistakes... is to make them leave... it cant be helped anymore....

sis... i miss ya...

2009-06-06T17:58:00.000-07:00

i... dont know what to write... but i still miss my sis... so i wrote something up.... this is dedicated to you sis... love you forever....

A sister is someone who loves you from the heart,
No matter how much you argue you cannot be drawn apart.
She is a joy that cannot be taken away,
Once she enters your life, she is there to stay.

A friend who helps you through difficult times,
Her comforting words are worth much more than dimes.
A partner who fills your life with laughs and smile,
These memories last for miles and miles.

When she is by your side, the world is filled with life,
When she is not around, your days are full of strife.
A sister is a blessing, who fills your heart with love,
She flies with you in life with the beauty of a dove.

A companion to whom you can express your feelings,
She doesn’t let you get bored at family dealings.
Whether you are having your ups or downs,
She always helps you with a smile and never frowns.

With a sister you cannot have a grudge,
She is as sweet as chocolate and as smooth as fudge.
Having a sister is not just a trend,
It is knowing you can always turn to her, your best friend.

come home...

birthday my ass...

2009-06-05T15:41:00.001-07:00

yea.. i know im supposed to have a happy birthday yesterday... but its not the working for AYG that brings me down... its the fact my sister ran away from home on that day... worst part was... it was me who helped her get her clothes out... i just hope she comes back soon... espeacially with increasing danger rates... and i'll miss her... somehow when i helped her... i believed she needed some freedom... so... yea... i hope she's okay... hope she's not in any danger... i love her... and below is something i came up with....

theres a boy...
whos sitting at home alone...
crying his heart out...
i hope your happy...
cause you did this to him...
because...
he believed you...
when you said you loved him...
and he fell for you...
he was too much in love too see..
what everyone else could...
he loved you too much to realise..
he was being taken for a fool...
he didnt realise...
you were never around...
he didnt care about...
the people whispering...
he never questioned...
the little things that didnt add up..
he didnt even care..
that you had a reputation..
he thought you'd change..
he was wrong...
you had it all...
he really loved you...
did that mean anything to you?..
it meant everything to him...
did you even care...?
and now as he sits alone...
with an empty box of tissues...
and all she can think about...
is you...
his hearts shattered...
into a million pieces...
but he still loves you...
with every single piece...
he's hurting now...
more than he ever thought he could..
he's crying..
because..
he loves you...
and he wants you back..
but you dont want him...
you said you stopped loving him...
he doesnt believe you ever loved him...
how could you stop loving him?...
now he's asking himself...
why he isnt good enough for you...
but we all know...
he's too good for you...
he misses you...
but he's glad your happy now...
his only mistake...
was falling inlove with you...
but he believes his only mistake...
was losing you...
if you called...
he'd come running...
if you said jump..
he'd say how high?
if you told him the only way to get you back was to jumpoff a building..
he will do it...
if you ever decide to come back...
who knows.. maybe five years later...
he's still waiting for you...
because...
he loves you...

lolz i totally have no idea

2009-06-05T04:35:00.000-07:00

lolz wassap guys, okay today was like what the hell xDD yea i volunteered for the AYG thing as BEACH MARSHELL lolz, but somehow i ended up as SEA PATROL, the first thing in my head was like "oh okay cool, get to be on the boat for the first time of my life" but i got it all wrong........ got on the boat, we drove to the center and stopped there, i was okay when the boat was moving, but a few minutes after the boat stopped... my head was totally spinning XD and 2 hours after that i puke xDDD, like lolz.... ah well still fun in the end... =D

2009-06-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

well... nothin much to say really... just went through first day of AYG training... nothin much... got home at about 2... so i end up training at home... one month of jump lolz.. my legs are gonna get worn out xP but who cares im crazy =D

2009-05-30T02:14:00.001-07:00

final day of school... got home with my results... first in class lolz... conduct is only good coz i dont go for CCAs, alil busy jumpstylin for tat.. alright after this holiday imma work harder in both my studies and my jumpstyle! =D